I have a problem, I can’t stop worrying about other people’s problems. I just can’t stop for some reason. Its so hard to balance your problems out with others. My empathy has gone to the furthest level where now its crossing the line. My friends tend to tell me all their problems and that’s fine. It’s just somethings that are really…difficult to listen to.
Know what I can’t stand? Well, When someone puts on a charade. Stuff like “Oh Hey! I like myself, Love May I say? Well I won’t change” Then the same person says ” My friends are leaving me, I hate myself , I’m worthless, No one should be my friend” . Well think about it, You think all that and your ready to get on your knees and whipe the floor with your dignity just to get someone back? A friend? a lover? What is this? Seriously? Are you really going to shut out your self-esteem because people are leaving you?
You’re going to be submissive? No No..This my friends is what I used to be like. Maybe not as harsh, or maybe. Seriously, when you think like that so do others. So please…I just can’t handle when people adjust who they are by people’s opinons. They lower themselves ..because of what others say. Why would you do that?
People would love to see you drown yourself in self pity, They would love to add to it. Why are you making it so hard. Know what I learned? Good friends stay with you. When I went through this phase, All I had was my bestfriend. She really really..helped me and now believe it or not I’ve never been so strong.
I’d like to be that type of person for someone, but I don’t wish to be dragged down again
Anyways, I haven’t blogged in a while and I felt a need to do it this time.
