To be disliked? or liked? Confuesed? Me too.

It’s been a  really long time talking to my friend. We stop being friends for a while for  a reason. Things don’t always work out t he way you planned. You think one thing and something else happens. Things are really confusing. To me its like you can’t figure out everything. There always isn’t a reason behind it its just there. I guess my rambling on and on about negativity won’t help anyone  understand what I’m saying. I  mean when you lose a friend you have no hope of them coming back under any circumstances; however to your surprise they do come back. They re-enter your  life because maybe they actually serve a purpose in your life. Well my friend came back into my life. I thought this person would erase my number and..me out of their life. It didn’t work out that way. I called my friend today just for no reason. It’s been a while. I closed the phone because I couldn’t do it. For some reason  I’m afraid of my friend. Anyways, my friend messaged me saying that ..they knew I called , they had my phone number just incase something happened to me. So In the  end the person oddly still cares.  Friends come and go, and some come  back into your life. They might even still worry about you.  I’m still really confused, but I’ll figure it out.  

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