Today is just really bland, lets go with that. Everything has become very stressful, and I have no time for fun. I kind of wish I could leave the place I live in and run off to some random city and just explore. There’s just so much fun in new things and new people. I love getting to know people. There are so many questions you can ask them, its just amazing. Just like in a new city there are so many sights to see and places to go and things to explore. Its a clean slate. You know nothing and thats the best part of it. I miss being a kid, you know where your not afraid to explore and use your imagination. Your mind is set free, no limits no boundaries. I don’t know things have really changed though. Kids aren’t kids anymore, Parents aren’t really parents..More like teenagers trying to be parents because of what they’ve done.
That goes into sex, I don’t have a problem with it actually. I guess its the timing and the consequences that are attached to it. It’s like signing a contract with someone. A lot of people at my school tend to talk about it a lot and I dont know, for some reason it just makes me feel weird. Have you ever been a person who’s just completly..clueless? Well That’s me in a way. I don’t get all the jokes people make or even things they could be thinking.
Another thing thats a bother is being USED . Some people are way to co-depandant..on others. I would know . There’s a girl I know whose only happy when a boy likes her or when she has friends. She’s always telling me, I don’t mind listening, but its pointless. Why can’t a person be happy without those things. I know friends are important , but really..why do you have to get all depressed when they came and go.
Two words that bother me “Fat” and “Ugly” They have been overused. They go together apparently, in our shallow world… we see that fat people are ugly people.. I don’t agree with that; however, I’m just one person. Its stupid, people assume your ugly when they see that you have a little meat on you.
Anyways, All this just came crashing down into my mind, Now time to go do more work. Bah Homework should be banished from the face of the earth.
